How are you? I wish that You are okay in heaven. Grandpa. Sorry if I didn't visit you in the cemetery during November because The place was dirty and the road was very steep which it was hard to enter. However, I am glad that auntie decided to relocate you to another place. This will gave me a chance to visit you their grandpa. Grandpa, I want you to know that I don't forget you because I always think about you every day and night.
This is the recent picture of your favorite granddaughter. I've already completed my college Grandpa ( just as I promised to you when I was young). I hope that I made you proud even you were gone already. I just sent you my picture so that you can recognize me personally, I am so pretty In that picture grandpa!. You want to know who take this picture of me? It was just all me!! I am so talented in taking pictures of myself.I hope that you like it grandpa. 
It's been a decades when you died when I am 5 yrs. old. I cried a lot on that time because I will miss your kindness, love, affection, your playtime with me and being concern when I felt sad or lonely. I remember when I was young, You always visit our apartment in Pasig just you want to see me and you always have a present for me, that was a bar of CHOCOLATE!!. Mommy scold me not to eat chocolate too much because I am prone to tonsillitis but you scold mommy! haha, You told mommy that chocolates was not bad to my health. You want us to live in your house and you are in charge on everything we want and of course you want to take care me of course.
Grandpa, I always want to be with you. I know that it is crazy but it is true, I want to be with you... In heaven. If their was a staircase to heaven, I can go their and talk to you but this is not gonna happen. I really miss you so much!!. When I feel so depressed and lonely, I know that you are the one who can make me feel better because I know that you don't want me to be feel this way. When mommy, daddy and grandmother scold me.. You are always here to protect me from them. Now that you are gone, I don't know who will be protecting me from them.
Even if you are gone a couple of years, I know that you are always their for me and I can feel it. Wherever I am with my friends, I remember that I've always share the story about you. Before you died, You've told me to take care my soon to be siblings. In addition, You said that I must become a responsible student at school and daughter to my parents ( especially to grandmother). I remember that I've told you that I will try my best as quickly as i can.
I hope that You've read this letter even you're in heaven. I always pray that you will be fine their. I always love you Grandpa!!
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