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Wednesday, June 16, 2010
... Experience about Love: About my **-******** ...


When I met this guy.. At first place he was a gentleman.. 

I was starstruck in his simplicity and his gentleness to me.. So I fell in love to him and he fell in love to me also ... So we enter in a good relationship on **/18/**
When we are together he was always concern to me.. always take good care me.. He don't want me to feel sick.. He wants me to become ok... that's what i like about him...
But as a week passed by.. things were changing.. I notice that Our love together become bitter and bitter..
His attitude become bitter too...
What I notice about him is he becomes..
...arrogant
....didn't care about what I feel
... always dictates me
... He didn't allow me to decide what I really want
...always hurt my feelings.. when I ask him what is his problem, he just ignore my question.. he was just replying.. "no problem"
...selfish
...Self- centered person
... didn't listen to my opinions or comments
During that time...
...I just become patient to him because I believe that he will realize what he had done to me...pero hindi pa rin siya nag-babago.. ganun pa rin ang ugali nya.. hindi tulad ng dati na super mabait sya..
... I suffer almost 1 year of our relationship.. I know that it was a challenge that God gave us to me... I always pray to him that someday he will wake- up and saying "sorry" to me.. but it didn't happened..
.. their is a time that.. we encounter a big problem for us.... I talk to him about him but he doesn't care.. I told him that maawa naman sya sa akin.. but he didn't listen..
.. I try to approach it to my friends about my problem.. They understand e and help me.. They advice me that hiwalayan ko na lang sya dahil wala syang kwentang lalake
... I become confuse, I don't know what is my final decision.. I don't know which of them should i trust... My friends? they are just concern to me.. my ** **? I try my best to talk to him and explained to him so that he would understand but he still didn't listen to me.. He was just avoiding me
... I just decided that I should end up my relationship to him.. because it was very useless.. the time.. the things that I have done to fix it.. completely useless..
... At first, I thought that he was a kind and understanding person.. I was completely wrong..
...Showing his sweetness and being concern to me? I thought that it was true.. But all of it was completely fake... ginagamit lang pala nya ako :(
... I trust him, respected him in a good way.. I am very kind to him.. He just broke all of it... Totally wasted and spoiled...
... It was just give me a trauma on that experienced.. and it was my fault that I met him...
... The mistakes that I have done, I am having a hard time to forget it..
... I feel so sorry for myself.. On the first place I should think about it deeply
... I become frustrated and disapointed on what I have done because I just didn't listen to my parents and friends.. I just completely ignore it...
... Those things that I have done.. was a lesson for me... A lesson that I learn is to know the person first... I should love myself and focus to my family instead on the relationship
As of now.....
... That I am completely free to him... no commitments.. no signs of dictatorship coming from him.. I can enjoy my life without him.. That was makes me happy... it was a good luck charm for me...
... i am currently enjoying sing life as of now... Single hood was way so much better than in a relationship.
 

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Post by RyN@_m!cH!kO @ Wednesday, June 16, 2010