I am ready to meet Him personally.. I have many questions that pops out on my mind, I said to myself " Who is He?" and " What is His my connection in my life?". What I want is to answer all my questions because i am very interested to know everything...
As my encounter with God continues, I watch this scenario.. The scenario I saw Is when God is being punish by the Romans and crucified as well.. When I saw this, my heart and my feelings melting with sorrow and I almost cried a lot..
Now, I know who is God in my life.. God sacrifice His life for me to save me from my sins. I didn't expect that He will do that for me and I even don't know that everytime I do the sin, He suffers and sacrifces His life just to clean me.. When I saw this, I almost cried a lot and I almost ask God's forgiveness and I can't look to the scenario face to face because I can feel that He is almost died just to save me...
After that scenario, I pray and I ask forgiveness a million times to Him, I said to him " Lord, I am really sorry for what I have done to You. I didn't expect that You sacrificed Your Life just to save me..
I am so sorry..
Sorry. Sana ako na lang ang macrucufied at hindi ikaw dahil wala ka naman ginawang kasalanan, Ako ang nagkamali at hindi ikaw... hindi ikaw" and I cried a lot.
Then i saw this Long nail..
the nail which The Romans use to crucified the Lord in the Cross. I touch the tip of the nail and the length of the nail, I said to myself "Grabe! ang haba naman nito! ang hirap ng pinagdaanan nya.." and I cried again..
The scenario and the Long nail.. I serve this as my inspiration and I wil never forget this because this is the part where Jesus Christ suffered and sacrifice His life just to save me..
In my life, marami na akong nagawang kasalanan, I become selfish and close-minded on that time. When I saw and meet God personally, My mind and my heart Opens completely, I enjoy a lot to know him completely. I really promise to myself to read His word because everytime I read His word, I almost enjoy a lot and Inspire a lot because God knows everything and He knows my future. I also know that God have a plan for me to succeed because I want to succeed and keep my relationship close to Him...
This testimony, I challenge to those who don't believe In God...
You were not be saved and You must be close to Him because God has a plan for You...
Every time you don't believe in Him and everytime you deny Him. I will tell you that You are not happy without Him...
I will tell you that If You believe in Him, You will become happy.
I certainly say that the Old me is already Gone! because I am totally clean and healed because of God... I LOVE YOU GOD, I believe in You :)
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